When you first try it, you feel amazing, light, happy, talkative, like you couldn’t feel any better. But after a while, it doesn’t give you that same high. You need it just to get by and feel normal. it started with the lack of sleep, then lack of eating. when i would look in the mirror when i was coming down off of it, i just wanted to kill the person i saw. that wasn’t me. if i could go back, i would never have agreed to smoke it. Curiosity ruined me. And i cant get back what i lost. i lost my emotions, my friends, my relationship with my family, and it ruined my relationship with my boyfriend. i remember talking to people that weren’t there, ripping my hair out all night, and thinking there where thousands of fleas all over the place.