When people tell you that you won't get addicted it's not true- you will. After that night meth was my life. i lost sight of everything else. i sold my body for just another fix, just another fix. I've never had sex sober- never had sex for pleasure. its always been for meth. i lost my virginity to my dealer and i don't remember how many times i sold myself after that. my body began to get so tolerant to meth that when i needed another fix i couldn't get it off my pipe. i resorted to needles. i lost all grip on reality and my life revolved around making sure i would have enough so i wouldn't crash. i began to “obey” meth - my hallucinations became so bad i was up 9 nights straight fighting a ‘hooded man with a white face”.