I used to do meth. This June will be my first year of sobriety. I first started two summers ago. I had my first hit. It was crazy because I came down about 7 days later and I realized I hadn't slept at all or eaten anything. I had just smoked meth again and again until our sack ran out. That was the longest I had stayed up during my time of using, but still I would stay up for 4,5 and 6 days at a time. I lost 43 pounds in 60 days. I thought I looked beautiful but when I look at pictures from that time, I was hideous. I am sober now but I have nightmares still, and cravings. Meth is always in the back of my mind. It's haunting.